The year started with internships with Safeway, and Kaiser. It was a great a experience. I definitely had a better idea of what I want t shoot for in my career. Along with finishing internships, Graduating Heald College was quiet the accomplishment to me. haha Id say academically, I learn alot about myself especially after destroying the PTCE with my homie J.P. haha im still glad I passed that shit first try haha
Aside from all the schooling that happened, I also had a shit ton of free time. Most of it was basically spent looking for a job, and a sporadic schedule of biking/jogging. None the less I was able to shed just a few more pounds, but nothing too noticeable. (: haha, I plan to join a gym 2012.
On the off times it was a lot of thinking to myself, a good amount of the year was pretty much spent single. lol but like I said, its not shitty to be single. I had a really good drama free year.
2011, I also got to reconnect with some friends and family that I havent seen in ages. I’m pretty happy about that, knowing that you can spend a eternity not seeing somebody and then catch up as if there wasn’t any separation. Made me really think about who/how I spend my time with people. It was good to know that a lot of my friends will always have my back.
I also went on TONS of adventures in 2011. Tons of hours on that Call of Duty Franchise, finding and discovering new music,scowling the flea markets, got to invade SF several times this year, legit airsofting at Fort Ord, attended WonderCon, Traveled many many many miles on my track bike, and getting drunk at Santa Barbara.
This year has been great. Yeah of course there was shit to put up with through out the year. Like the constant visits to the hospital, because of family getting sick, and holding things together when you feel like everything is falling apart but keeping a positive attitude really helped me smile much more and outshine the bullshit. Im really happy my mom was always around to remind me of that.
Not only is today New Years Eve but its also Mama’s Birthday. I am so happy that shes home and walking around. Its been kind of rough for her, but she is a very strong person and got through it all no matter what. Mama raised a very strong family and we will always be strong because of her. <3
Ive learned soo much this year, and I feel like I am a little bit wiser and a whole lot tougher than last year.
Anyways, this year has been amazing for me. Have a safe New Years everybody, and I hope that 2012 is good to everybody.
Its been sometime since I really put out my thoughts out there. Ive been on many adventures lately. Primarily, catching up with good friends, working, and Trying to restore peace and order in the land of Hyrule . Soo Ive been either too busy or too lazy to update you in greater detail about it all. Its all good though, learning everyday and just chillin. Holidays really snuck up on me, time sure flys. Two days from now, a New Year will arrive and aswell as MaMa’s Birthday. Pretty exciting I think.We should always make a effort to better yourselves regardless of what day it is, but being told that you have survived another year and you are going to start another one is pretty refreshing I think. haha It will be cool (:
My thoughts, have been up and around lately. You can say, the main theme is "Reputation"
I never really worried too much about reputation, not only cause I didnt give a shit but cause I never really did much in the first place. However, no matter how much what you do. Reputation always has a way off affecting you. Lets say, some you made some bad choices. No matter how much you change yourself as a person you cant erase the shit you did and it always stains your image that people have of you. Honestly, I just been thinking about it a lot. I have no real point to this rant at all, its just been on my mind. Makes me wonder what the hell people think about me. Shit, I know not everybody out there is a amazing reputation. There will always be somebody out there who dislikes you, and we shouldn’t waste our time regretting what he have done in the past. I am just wondering is all. Whats my reputation?
Ive also found myself stumbling on a few things, that make me wondering if its worth it to do certain things. I wont get too in-depth about the choices im thinking about. I have been asking myself questions lately, ultimately its all up to me. I will figure it out eventually right?
and everybody is feeling sick right now, makes me glad I got that flu-shot (:
With all these stupid thoughts crawling my skull like insects, I found myself enjoying the much more simpler things now. Like right now, laying in bed prowling the internet. Perhaps just watching TV, or even shooting the breeze with your homies. I suppose the less free time you have, the more you cherish just relaxing and being lazy.
Anyways, Ill post the annual re-cap eventually yeah? Kthxbye.
I have so much to tell you….but that will have to wait. I got work all day tomorrow, and I need my rest. I’ll seriously update, on my recent adventures and what nots when I have a little bit more free time.
“This life just once,it comes just one time
Keep it close, keep it from ever just leaving you
Crying tears confusing fears they are no longer
When I stand I know I’ll never be down again”—
椎名林檎 - 茎 (Shiina Ringo- Stem)
01. Doin Damage [prod. Wax] 02. Too Loud [prod. EOM] 03. Haagen Dazs Scrilla [prod. EOM] 04. Rosana [prod. Nobody Famous] 05. Roll It Up (ft. Jes Hudak & Gotham Green) [prod. Quickie Mart] 06. Coins [prod. EOM] 07. I’m Through [prod. The Fyre Dept] 08. Relax [prod. EOM] 09. Killing Me Inside [prod. Sam Barsh of Palter Ego] 10. Guess Who (ft. Dumbfoundead) [prod. EOM] 11. It’s All Love [prod. EOM] 12. P.A.R.T.Y. (ft. Herbal T) [prod. Lack of Afro] 13. My Future Is a Big Wide Open Space [prod. Greg Wells] 14. NEED [prod. EOM] 15. Limousine (Knocksteady Live Acoustic/EOM Beatbox)*